Entertaining the Earl

I know it seemed to take forever, but I finally finished the third book in the Orphan Series. The books are also stand alone books. I have gotten a lot of feedback on the books and know that many have been waiting for the third one to be released, so I am happy to present Entertaining the Earl. Here is the description:

Annabelle learned early in life that if you get too close to someone you will end up being hurt in the end. She has guarded her heart after her parent’s death and the subsequent loss of her two best friends. When Annabelle ends up the ward of the Marquis of Havenshire, she learns that even adults can get punished when they behave badly. Annabelle tries to avoid trouble but finds herself constantly dealing with the infuriating Earl of Worthington. The Earl has a way of frustrating her one moment and then making her knees weak the next. He doesn’t fit into her plan and she doesn’t like his presence one bit and refuses to give him her attentions. When her guardian insists on holding a masquerade ball to find her a suitable husband, Annabelle is none too pleased when the Earl makes her search all the more difficult. Will she be able to stay out of trouble and find a suitable husband or will the Earl foil her plans?
This story involves adult material and intended for adults only! This story contains material that may be offensive to some including the spanking of adult women and the use of corporal punishment. Do not read this book if these subjects are offensive to you.

Entertaining the Earl

My Secret House of Cards

I have been keeping a secret. I know, I know, it isn’t right to hide things and not share with friends, but this secret seems so scandalous to me in a twisted sort of way. I worry that it will change so many things about who I am and where I am in life and that scares me…a lot! I am not even sure how to tell everyone because I have kept this secret so close to my heart for so long, and in a weird way, I am afraid to displease anyone. So please forgive me for what I am about to reveal, I really had little choice in the matter and now I am left dealing with trying to reason how to live from here on out. Okay…so I met this guy. I know, not that big of a deal right? Well I have known this guy for quite a few years. We have been friends for a long time and just recently started experimenting with more of a relationship. What is the big deal right? Well here it is…this guy is not like any other man I have ever dated, but what makes him most different is that he knows nothing of domestic discipline.
Yes, it is true, I have actually started seeing a man who is 100% vanilla in every way shape and form. He is such an upstanding guy that he has absolutely no idea about my desires and absolutely has NO idea about the genre of books I write. It makes my chest heavy just imagining what would happen if I ever got up the courage to tell him. He might just turn and run as far away as he can.
On that same note, that means he knows VERY little about my past relationships, only what he saw in public settings which was virtually nothing. The majority of the books I write are taken from experiences I have personally had (hence why some books are dark and borderline abuse while others are more playful) I can’t really control it, I can’t just write one way or another because when I write, I write from my heart, stories that my mind just can’t let go of, good or bad. (FYI all characters in my books have been changed to disguise the innocent and no interpretation of a real person can be perceived in my characters….just saying! The last thing I need is an ex suing me ugh!)
So here is my dilemma, I am a woman who craves discipline. I have been keeping this man at arms distance for quite some time and keeping my options open because deep down I worry that this is it…this is ‘The One’. That means no more DD or any form of it. It is a scary thought. I have always been attracted to alpha males. I have always really wanted a dominant man who isn’t afraid to take me over his knee and spank me senseless. Is that such an awful thing? But this man is the polar opposite.
Don’t get me wrong, he is amazing. Just really truly amazing. He is more chivalrous than any man I know. Opening car doors, ladies first, treating me like a fragile princess. He is awesome! He was raised by a single mom and it was ingrained in his head to treat women with respect and like precious gifts. He is definitely different than any man I have ever dated, let alone any man I have ever known. The epitome of Dudley Do Right, he is just so upstanding and just really great! And the thought of even discussing the subject of domestic discipline with him makes me nauseous. I am terrified for him to ever find out about my books, oh lord!
I honestly don’t care if people like my writing, it is seriously like a public diary for me and a way to work through some of the issues I have had in my life. It is therapeutic in a weird way and I have had my fair share of negative feedback from people who just don’t understand. I learned long ago to not care, I write for me, nobody else. This guy is the only exception. I don’t care what he would think of my writing…that’s not the big deal. I worry more about what he will think of me if he knew all these things were in my past and still live in my head. He looks at me like I am absolute perfection. He treats me like I am an angel sent from heaven for him alone. How would he look at me if he knew? Would he tell me that I am not the woman he thought? Would his looks of adoration turn to scorn? The thought makes me want to cry.
So here I am living two different lives. The one life where I am the normal every day woman who works and goes to school and has this amazing boyfriend and can throw together a mean lasagna. Then the other me who lives in my head and in my computer, writing stories that haunt me and live with me day and night and craves the structure and discipline of domestic discipline again. I want both lives, but I have a feeling that having it all isn’t possible. I feel like I am building this very intricate house of cards that will inevitably fall and wipe out my entire world.

Security Guards, audio books, and other nonsense

What a year! I am finally back to my blog, hard to believe, but I am here. Hopefully I didn’t lose my most loyal readers. No…I am not special enough for security guards, but I did get a lot of privacy issues taken care of and feel comfortable posting once again.

It’s funny how someone can affect your emotions so easily without any concern. How can someone completely destroy someone’s privacy without any conscience as to how it will affect that person for years to come? Privacy is something that we often take for granted, especially in this day and age, but when someone invades that privacy and willfully ignores social boundaries, it makes you realize how scary life can be. But I am tired of hiding, I am tired of making sure all of my windows are closed and locked and all the shades are drawn tight. I am tired of giving that kind of power to someone who doesn’t deserve it. So here I am, back on my blog, albeit with more security protections, but I am jumping back in with both feet and I am not going to hide any longer :)

I did not feel like writing for a long time. I literally only published one or two books since this all started. It’s crazy how someone can affect so many aspects of your life and not even know it. Well, I am not taking this lying down any longer. I am back and that means I am back to writing. I already have two books ready to publish, going through final revision and waiting on cover art, and have more ideas ready to be written. Two different books ,but they are my first step back into writing, so be kind.

First is a historical domestic discipline book. It is the third book in the Orphan series: Entertaining the Earl  It is the story of Annabelle and you will see  a bit of Violet and Lord Havenshire in Annabelle’s story :)

The second book waiting for publishing is an ageplay story. I haven’t settled on a title yet, but be on the lookout for that in the next few weeks!

I am also excited to announce that I am finally stepping into the audiobook arena. I am going to have audio books! I have posted a few books on ACX looking for narrators, and already have two in production. If any of my readers are interested in narrating any of my books, send me a private message or find me on ACX. Amateurs or professionals, it does not matter.  I am just very excited to have the books in audio format-soon!

I want to thank everyone who e-mailed and messaged me over the past months, your kind words did not go unnoticed and I will reply to them all over the next few days. You have no idea how much I appreciate your loyalty and kindness :)

Issues in Privacy and Protection

I have provided links to my Facebook below.

The past two months have been chaos. My personal privacy was invaded and after getting law enforcement and legal assistance, I was finally able to continue life, albeit guarded. Unfortunately, this has made me leery of posting on various sites as it just increases my risk. All of my communication is being switched to Facebook for the time being. I will update on my page about new releases or you can friend me and interact by private message or through my posts. I enjoyed writing this blog and interacting with my readers, so this is a bittersweet farewell. 

If you enjoy reading about my daily life memories and mishaps, then you can add me as a friend on Facebook here. If you just want up-to-date information on new books or plans in the work then you can like my Facebook page here. I will no longer be e-mailing readers through my gmail account. For the time being, all communication is reserved for Facebook. Thank you all that have enjoyed reading my blog and respected my privacy, it is more appreciated than you will believe!

March comes in like a lion…

March is by far my favorite month of the year, the spring season fighting to surface while winters till tries to hold on for just a few more weeks. Yesterday it was beautiful out, but right now I am sitting in my kitchen, looking out the window at dark angry clouds as I wait for the big snow storm to hit. I love the snow and I love the beautifully warm spring days. Unfortunately, the fluctuating temperatures cause confusion in my brain and I tend to get the flu around this time. I hoped to escape it this year, but the weather at 70 degrees one day and snowing the next was just too much and I got sick.
Whenever I am sick, I want to just curl up in bed and hide from the world. Of course, this is not possible as there are too many responsibilities in life. So, I had to still get out of bed, despite the killer headache and the aching muscles. I powdered my nose and put a smile on my face even though my entire body was screaming for rest. As expected, all this did was make things worse and my entire life was thrown off balance for a good two weeks by the common flu.
Warning: I am going to whine…just for a moment. I had just started dating this really great guy (who we will call Cowboy Jake since he reminds me so much of Jake from Finding Chloe) and I also had my spring break from school only days away when I was leveled by the first wave of sickness. Being an optimistic person, I hoped it was only allergies so I popped a couple OTC allergy pills and kept on going, but that didn’t last long and before you know it, I was hiding out at home. I didn’t want Cowboy Jake to see me like that, but as the days added up he muscled his way into my room and insisted I go to the hospital. I was too weak to fight him, so I ended up in the hospital pretty well dehydrated. I cannot express the miracles of IV fluids enough, just walking out of there after a few hours I felt 100 times better.
So yeah, my spring break was pretty much wasted in bed and just keeping up with school since then has been difficult. I won’t even go into how difficult it is to drag myself to work each day lol. I am definitely on the upswing of this sickness, but if anyone else out there hasn’t had the flu shot, I suggest you get it. This flu is definitely the worst I have ever had. I am getting the flu shot next season for sure, but I always say that :)
I just wanted to post an update and say a big thank you to everyone who has e-mailed in the past few weeks with kind words and questions. I am working on a couple different projects and am excited to finish them in the next weeks. This month has been madness, but I am glad the warmer months are fast approaching. Here’s to hoping that March leaves like a lamb…

The Games I Play with my Head

I am always drawn to a man with a friendly smile and a well worn cowboy hat. Fortunately, Last night I was lucky enough to meet a strong, confident, good looking man who not only wears a hat well, but can also make my insides tremble with just one look. ::sigh:: I love cowboys!

To try and bring good luck to this very new potential relationship, I have dropped the price of Finding Chloe to $0.99. Seems silly, but listen to this logic for a moment. This man (I am too afraid to speak his name until we are more established, bad karma? who knows, but I am not risking anything with this guy.) Anyway, this man reminds me of Jake from Finding Chloe in so many ways. To tell you the truth, when he introduced himself to me, I swore he was going to say his name was Jake. They are so close in both looks and personality it is quite intriguing. So, I play these games with my head all the time and my game for today is to drop the price of Finding Chloe to bring good luck to this relationship. If it works for Chloe, then it has got to work for us right?  

For those who have not read Finding Chloe yet, I posted the description below the picture. Here’s to a successful relationship….cheers!

ImageEveryone has dark desires they hide deep inside themselves until they find a person who understands. What happens when we hide those deep secrets from even ourselves?
Chloe is a newlywed who moves from America to Canada to live with her husband on his Percheron horse ranch. Jake is your typical cowboy in many ways except for one. When Chloe breaks the rules, Jake is quick to teach her a lesson.
Jake saw his parent’s marriage destroyed by anger and cruel words, so to save his own marriage from the same fate, he vows to never raise his voice in anger or punish his wife when upset. This seems to work well for the couple, Chloe knows she shouldn’t speak to Jake in anger either or she risks a punishment.
Chloe avoids most punishments and things run fairly smooth in their marriage until Chloe’s body begins to betray her. Chloe starts having dark desires that make her crave the punishments her husband gives. She hides this secret for a while, but when her secret is discovered by Jake, Chloe is humiliated.
Jake is more than excited to find out Chloe’s secret and is anxious to explore it more when he comes home to find that Chloe is gone. Will Jake be able to win his wife back, especially if it means re-evaluating his own views?
This book contains ADULT material that may be offensive to some readers: DO NOT PURCHASE OR READ this book if the subjects of domestic discipline, the spanking of an adult woman, and other sexual activities including oral sex are offensive. This book contains all of these subjects!

Mail Order Brides

I decided to venture into the historical romance realm again with a new series about mail order brides, but adding in the twist of domestic discipline. So far, I have only one book finished, but I hope to do a few more in the coming months. These books are not my typical style as they are set in the late 1800’s to early 1900’s when settlers were just beginning to stake their claims in western America. Women were scarce and mail order brides was a common practice for lonely men. The first book is titled: Mail Order Brides: A Well Punished Wife and is set in a fictional town in Montana. The description and link are below.

Mail Order Bride

Historical Domestic Discipline Romance

Logan Millard had two children and no wife. He already had his fair share of deceptive women when his wife had run off with a traveling salesman and he wanted nothing to do with women again until he realized he was not capable of handling his ranch and his children properly. Although Logan was ruled by dark desires that no woman could understand, let alone satisfy, he was desperate for a woman to mother his children and fulfill all the domestic duties around the house. Logan was certain a mail-order bride was the perfect choice. He could easily keep his hands off a spinster woman who was just desperate for a husband.
When Carolyn stepped off the train in Crandon, Montana, Logan found himself in a world of trouble. Not only was his mail-order bride young and beautiful, but she was igniting the dark desires that he had tried desperately to keep hidden. Carolyn finds her work on Logan’s ranch much harder than she anticipated and ends up bent over and being punished frequently by the man she married. When Logan starts to realize that Carolyn is not the woman she portrayed in her letters, Carolyn fears her new husband will figure out the truth. Can Carolyn keep her past hidden from Logan? Will Logan be able to trust his wife, knowing she is lying to him?
This book is intended for adults only. All acts and characters depicted in this story are fiction and any resemblance to real life is purely coincidental. This book contains material that may be offensive to some readers. Do not purchase or read this book if you are not comfortable with these subjects: Sexual content, mail order bride and spanking of an adult woman